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Thursday, June 15, 2006

hey people!

Today is the first day of the week im at home alone!
And I don't like it :(
Wish I was in sn with celebs now.
but nvmmm.. there's always next time..

Haha..
these few days were great.
I love spending time with ppl i love!
Monday went studying...
eunice ade aixin and yining..
yayyy so long nvr see them lah..
talked alot, all the funny/quirky/ordinary/sad/horrifying/disappointing things that have been happening to our so-not-happening lives.
Tuesday studying again..
then went to meet liyana amandas and shihui to buy xinyings prezzie
omg the giraffes so cute i can't stand it hahah..
Yesterday..
went for tuition with BETHIA!
Hahah.. finally i met her!
The tuition teacher is nice and scary at the same time.
Hahah.. he's too smart lah.
You know his tuition is 500 a mth!
His bro does phy for 800 a mth. :/
WHO CAN AFFORD THAT! omggg.
Ok but his good..
hmmm then we went to macs for lunch..
talked abt how our friends have changed :(
realise it's not only happening in my life..
I guess that life.
raw and prikly.
Yup. aft that i went to the lib to sit.
Was supposed to read Hmt. But in the end ended up too bored so i went to read some book.
Its so nice and so exciting!
Haha then i was so happy i found a good book..
untillll. I realise I can't borrow it! arghhhh.
My card has a $15 debt hahahaha.. oops.
I was so deep in the book when SUDDENLY, at 3.20..
amanda called to say they ended!
wah so i ran out of the lib to the shop got the cake and rannn to innova.
sweated like a mad cow and yes! i made it.
Hahah.. met alot of odac ppl on the way and was kinda awkward cause i didn't know if they'd recognise me..
goshh so i was like peering at their faces(i didnt wear my specs! haha..)and waiting for them to wave?? but they never did.
So i just sort of smiled. hahaha..
Then we celebrated er bday!
YAYYY i love it when its successful!
Calvin and Xinying so sweet lah. hahah..
aiyoh so sweet!
Hahaha.. ok yup and she was very happy and we were ALL happy!
Ok and they decided to play a cruel joke on me by putting the farewell on a particular DATE.
Trying to deny me my chance of going out right.
And having a nice day! huh!
so evil.
I swear i wont enjoy ittt... please don't torture me!
I can't say i'm a very social person.. so yup.
KEEP ME OUT OF THE LIMELIGHT PLEASE.
hope they postpone the farewell. hahaha..
But still, odac is nice.
oh we found out that e j2s wanted to come ubin with us!
So saddd.
But aiyah i was thinking if the girls dont come and only the guys..
I'd rather they not come at all.
Cause.. seriously.. don't really like some of them and don't know the other half.
SO. yes. ok..

What else?
nothing else.
Hahah.. i want to stay up and do geog notes just like in sec 3!
So funnn. but how i wish there's someone to stay up with me..
Hahah.. i miss sending messages like 'yo you still alive?' at 3am in the morn to matong yanhong diana winnie and all the other ppl who stayed up with me last time..
And then at 5am cans see the skying lightening and hear the first chirp of birds.
ohhh so nice.

Ok gtg..
Realise that i'm coming back on thurs so im gonna have to skip class outing..
so sad.. and my pw shit also.
arghhh. hate missing pw. it makes me feel bad even though its not on purpose.
but ok lah i can do the collecting results thing i guess..
At least i will contribute? HAI.

oh oh oh
I love savage garden.

Affirmation.

I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self-esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

It's been a long long post.

12:33 PM